.Monday, February 8, 2010@9:00 PM.
Pejam mata pegang jadual baru,gila!
Tapi itulah hidup.
Mana ada benda makin senang.
Potong jari aku,kalau ada.
Kuat FINAZ,kuat!
Optimis sikit,boleh?
Celah mana nak letak aerobik?
Geram!
Tapi,
Macam biasalah mesti ada masa yang akan aku buang.
saja-saja.
So why not dapat jadual serupa ini,kan.
Every step worth every penny.
Kalau fikir begini mesti hilang rungutan kurang puas hati itu.
anyways.
Aku bahagia bila aku dah muak fikir pasal cinta.
Sumpah muak.
*tepuk belakang sendiri*
Tapi.
Aku tetap suka;
Chair
(Chuck&Blair)
JoongBo
(KHJ&HB)
and
Daragon!
(Sandara Park&G-Dragon)
suka,suka,suka*gedik*
.@12:36 AM.
'This girl in Times Square stands by the wall while others cross against the wall..'
..and yet that were the last day of her life.
I am still reading it and it real soothes me.Hope to finish it very soon (:
And these girls are really pumping up my adrenaline; 2Ne1 y'all.
ps;Thanks for those souvenirs,and Man U teddy :)
.Tuesday, February 2, 2010@8:39 PM.
I was a mess,am one as always.
I try hard,really not to despise others;
at least not in my consciousness.
Change,and the feeling of loosing is killing me.
It haunts me to the very vein of mine.
I might have lost my dearly one,
yes, I did.
One father.
One best of friend.
One self,merely ended.
Please.
I do not want to lose you,mother.
It hurts me just to hear your unwell voice,
It wounds me just to hear your uneven sighs,
It excruciates me just to hear your uncalm breath.
But,
To know how frustrating I am to you.
I am devastated,to death.
Mother,
I am sorry.
You gave me a lot,it was more than I can afford to pay you back.
This youth in me should be stranded,for myself won't be harmed.
Not once more.
Shopaholic,
To become one never was my choice.
I only happen to buy what I need.
It was a mistake to think you will approve and put a pat on my back.
How stupid was I.
I am Damn Sorry,Mother.
:'(
.Saturday, January 30, 2010@7:45 PM.
Kita pernah punya rasa,
hidup berdua mati bersama.
Walau buat sekian kali,aku tahu benar itu tak lama.
Kau punya impian menjulang langit.
Usah gusar,aku sedar.
Aku kurang upaya buat kau berdiri di sisi,rasa diri tersepit.
Aku pasti satu masa,
jalan kau dan ruang aku akan berjumpa.
Dalam satu jisim yang berkehendak sama.
Esok,lusa,tulat atau seributujuhratustujuhpuluhtujuh tahun lagi,
Aku yakin hati kita jadi satu atas ketentuanNya.
Kau jumpa tulang rusuk kiri kau,
dan aku kembali ke rangka tempat asal letak dudukku.
"Sometimes letting go is easier than holding onto something that isn't there"
Dan aku,
inthemeantime.
Lepas kau pergi.
Kita cinta tapi salah masa.
Fly baby,fly away go find your way.
ps;random.Unattached.
.@12:49 AM.
Cuti.
Aktiviti baru,menu baru,tempat baru;
Kawan baru :)
Ok.
